No, you didn't. And you're right, we didn't interact a lot back then. I don't remember if we did at all, TBH.
AND I honestly don't remember the claiming kerfluffles all that well. I wouldn't have at ALL had it not been for the fact that 2006 me referenced it in my I-am-Ameeya-Ameeya-is-me post and triggered my memory. The most I remember was how it affected me at the time, and that (as I said) was due to a number of things, anxiety and being really freakin' young among them. As for the kerfluffle itself, I truly don't remember who was involved (myself excluded) or what was said. Which is funny 'cause it mattered a whole helluva lot at the time.
And at any rate, this post wasn't directed at anyone who was involved in those kerfluffles -- rather I was thinking back on all of it and had some thoughts on what I think motivated some of young!Holly's decisions. I could then, and still can, pull an insult out of the jaws of a compliment. I was really sensitive, insecure, young, hotheaded and a big ball of anxiety, and that's a lethal combination. Just took a while to grow up.
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Date: 2017-05-16 02:35 am (UTC)AND I honestly don't remember the claiming kerfluffles all that well. I wouldn't have at ALL had it not been for the fact that 2006 me referenced it in my I-am-Ameeya-Ameeya-is-me post and triggered my memory. The most I remember was how it affected me at the time, and that (as I said) was due to a number of things, anxiety and being really freakin' young among them. As for the kerfluffle itself, I truly don't remember who was involved (myself excluded) or what was said. Which is funny 'cause it mattered a whole helluva lot at the time.
And at any rate, this post wasn't directed at anyone who was involved in those kerfluffles -- rather I was thinking back on all of it and had some thoughts on what I think motivated some of young!Holly's decisions. I could then, and still can, pull an insult out of the jaws of a compliment. I was really sensitive, insecure, young, hotheaded and a big ball of anxiety, and that's a lethal combination. Just took a while to grow up.
I'll let you know when I get there. ;-)